You all really helped me in this! Here are somethings I need to remember that you shared with me:
“the stronger you are as an individual, the stronger you can be in a relationship”
“being apart made us realize how much we love each other.”
“if he loves you he will understand your intentions and work with you to help you sort everything out.”
“But sometimes we need to do things for us. give it time, he will see it.”
“The best thing to do is to remember you’ll be with him soon. And keep busy.”
“everything will be alright in the end. if it is not okay, then it is not the end.”
“Coming from another independent girl, it may be tough, but you’ll look back and realize your decision was what worked for you.”
“You’re terrified, understandably. If he loves you, he can and will fully forgive you. Don’t let that be your worry.”
“You are a truly beautiful person. Appreciate the time you have a part and cherish the time you had together.”
You all helped me a lot. Kevin doesn’t really understand this yet, but hopefully he will someday.
I am going to try to get more positive on this blog of mine, it has been pretty depressing lately. I have to pull myself together.
Time to watch my favorite movie (ok, when I was younger) My Neighbor Totoro!! Movies are the best because I get lost in them… Time for a DISTRACTION!