The Curvy Model

Hi I'm Mandy!
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I am an aspiring plus-size model trying to make it big in the Fashion world. I love Crystal Renn, photography, fashion, being myself, and making new friends. Let's be friends. :)

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Mar16

Blah is all I have to say about today. My friends were all very supportive of my decisions, which was really realllllly helpful. I also talked to him a lot, which makes me feel so much better too. WE ARE NOT BREAKING UP. I have no intention on ever ending it with this boy, he is amazing. I am just not able to give myself completely to him right now, and I want to get there so bad! He deserves nothing less. IT IS SO HARD not to run back to him now and say I am sorry for putting him through this. But I already did put him through it, now I have to make it all worth it. I have never done anything like this before in my life, it’s really weird. I feel like once I get over the shock maybe I will feel better and learn something. But right now I just want him back, I keep having flash backs of all the amazing times we have had. I know this is a good thing, and years from now (after our happily ever after) I will not regret doing it. I just have to push through it. HELP?

Blah is all I have to say about today.

My friends were all very supportive of my decisions, which was really realllllly helpful. I also talked to him a lot, which makes me feel so much better too. WE ARE NOT BREAKING UP. I have no intention on ever ending it with this boy, he is amazing.

I am just not able to give myself completely to him right now, and I want to get there so bad! He deserves nothing less. IT IS SO HARD not to run back to him now and say I am sorry for putting him through this. But I already did put him through it, now I have to make it all worth it.

I have never done anything like this before in my life, it’s really weird. I feel like once I get over the shock maybe I will feel better and learn something. But right now I just want him back, I keep having flash backs of all the amazing times we have had. I know this is a good thing, and years from now (after our happily ever after) I will not regret doing it. I just have to push through it.

HELP?

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  1. prettyworld answered: You can’t take a break from people. You either want them in your life or you don’t. You need to make a decision, tough as it might be.
  2. thestylefile answered: sounds like you are very young and just yearning for independance. your 20s are such a time of growth, discovery and change. con’t
  3. miss-oblivious answered: the same thing happened to me, and we did break up. were back together now, but being apart made us realize how much we love each other.
  4. sforan answered: i’ve always felt that once you find someone who is silly enough to tolerate all of your craziness, they are worth it. i think growing as a ..
  5. dontknowhow answered: follow your heart, so cheesey, but so true. It’s never failed me :)
  6. lovecatsandcircumstance answered: if he loves you he will understand your intentions and work with you to help you sort everything out.
  7. coloroutsidethelines said: Also, try to focus on positives in your life right now. When you are down, work out. It will bring up your mood + release excess energy (neg or other). You will be okay + while it hurts you seem to have a good thing. If you need anything, I’m here.<3
  8. coloroutsidethelines answered: relationships are hard, it’s all about compromise. But sometiems we need to do things for us. give it time, he will see it. Be here for you.
  9. goodbyeblues answered: The best thing to do is to remember you’ll be with him soon. And keep busy. (:
  10. vaginalparfait answered: idk what to say except that you can get through it. at least you’re not a bitch and you didn’t mean to hurt him?
  11. theoceanandthesky answered: everything will be alright in the end. if it is not okay, then it is not the end.
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